Saturday, 20 July 2013

Songs speak for me

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BoA 보아 Only One

How many 'only one' do you have in life? Well we will have to define what is 'only one' and who are the people which falls in these categories. It can be your aim, your dream, your motto in life, your soul-mate, your unbreakable rule or your secret. I was wondering if I was living my life carelessly when I was told recently to change my attitude towards my grades and friendship.

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BoA 보아 그런 너 Disturbance

I seek for more elaboration from the advice-giver but receive none. It made me feel like an egg sitting on a sharp, wooden hedge. 

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LEE HI (이하이) - ROSE

I did not want to hurt you,  but you did not explain on what made you feel that I was valuing my friendship less than my grades. You told me not to change and everything 'is okay now' which is definitely not in my own conscious. I cannot imagine how awkward it will be facing you again as there seems to be an unbreakable wall of misconception. Every rose has its thorn

Are grades everything? 
I do not agree to a certain extent but I will want everyone to consider if grades wasn't a measurement which people in the society used and students are obligated to follow, what are the other alternatives we have come up with? 
In school, daily grades are part of the overall performance for the module. It is a nature instinct to fulfill that aspect of security before we soar for more in terms of other achievements. 



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15&(박지민 백예린) I Dream

dream that we can put aside our differences and personalities and work towards harmony. 
If I value grades so much, why will I choose to stick to being faithful by your side after you wanting to eat meal without me. 

 Yes, I have interest group on Tuesday and Thursday till 9p.m.
but I will always catch-up what I missed out in WhatsApp conversation. My best friend confided in me about her breaking point in Junior College in WhatsApp and I immediately called her during IG and texted her back many messages while I was training home. Was I worry about my best friend's safety when the message was depressing? Definitely. 

Demi Lovato - Two Pieces

This is a heartbreaking incident when I spoke up for you but you did not speak up for me. I was left there struggling to find out what went wrong and I felt that I was a toy you can summon to go for meals with. 


There is no perfect friendship in the world. 
You can dislike how i behave, how much effort i put in my academics and who i am.
But i cannot because of this small issue and destroy myself and live for you. I do not wish to be a plastic-friend and have no genuine feelings to you. 
It's time to give your heart a break, there is only one life to live. 

"You can't please everyone no matter how hard you try. You might hurt someone you love, but to get through this life, you need to take those chances and sacrifices."